I can't believe I'm already 28 weeks and into my 3rd Trimester! That means there's a scary 12 - 14 weeks before Baby Dragon arrives in the outside world. My nesting instincts have well and truly kicked in, heightened by the knowledge that I've only 8 weeks of work left! To be honest, I'm really looking forward to the change in the rhythm. When I finished high school, I went straight into uni and after that, straight into 8 years of full-time work. While I know that being at home with Baby Dragon is going to be anything but a holiday, I think it'll be fun to do something different.
Baby Dragon is already learning to play. Saturday mornings have become my newfound joy as Craig and I spend them in bed, feeling my belly. Baby Dragon is getting used to the pressure of hands and it's easier to feel Head, Butt and occassionally a leg or a hand. Dragon is still small enough to do lots of turns & rotations which is the weirdest feeling ever! The funny thing is, Baby Dragon is getting possessive of its space and every now and then attempts to kick my hand off my own tummy. I have to remind it that I've been in this body long before it was and that it's currently renting this space, hehe.
Sleep is certainly getting more difficulty. As I'm getting bigger, moving about is becoming more cumbersome but despite all the discomfort and occasional grunts, I know it's all worth it. I had a brief scare the other night when I woke up suddenly and for some reason, thought to myself that the baby hadn't moved much. Maternal instincts kicked in fast and before I knew it, I was walking around, drinking something cold and uneasily waiting. Thankfully, it was a false alarm and Baby Dragon did eventually give me a reassuring kick. It was probably wondering what all the fuss was about. But that really hit home that this was only the beginning of a long line of worries. I'm realising that my heart has expanded significantly to include this little being and while I can remember my independent life before baby, I have no desire to return to it. I'm looking forward to our family life together - Craig, Baby and Me.
I'll remind myself of this when the sleepless nights seem endless, when the tantrums seem intolerable or when things just go upside-down! But honestly, it's already been a priviledge to look after Baby Dragon and while I know I won't be a "perfect Mum" (whatever that is!), I will certainly do my best.
And yes, I know... my belly is massive for 28 weeks! But it's most certainly all out front. Apparently from behind, I don't look pregnant at all. Me thinks Baby Dragon will soon run out of room to grow. I have my gestational diabetes test next week so hopefully, it's a negative.
Well until next time, keep well. We will continue to keep looking after ourselves and get as much rest while we still can.
xoxo Demi